Infinate Illusions

Sun, 09 Mar 2008 20:34:28 GMT

So I haven't written on here in a long time. But I figured some people might still read it.

I'm just asking if everyone could pray for my family, especially my dad.
He had a heart attack on friday, and is still in the hospital, he probably will be for a few more days. He's doing ok now, but he had to get a heart cath (where he went into cardiac arrest on the table for a short time) and they found 90% blockage in his aorta and blockage in 2 other arteries. He had to get 3 stints to keep it open and they put him on a temporary pacemaker that they just took out today (he can finally sit up again after laying flat on his back for 2 days!).. at least he didn't have to get bypass surgery.
So I'm just asking that you keep him in his prayers, he is doing a lot better and is being his normal self, but that he continues to have a healthy recovery and that his health stays maintained in the future. He's always been really healthy, i guess so much that he didn't even realize he was having a heart attack (and he's a cardiology rn) he was just dizzy and his fingers tingly. there is a long history of heart problems in my family, but he is really young for that.
I guess if you all could keep him in your prayers and thoughts that would be great... thanks.

i'm here with dano now, we were in the hospital for awhile and like most 10 year olds... he was getting kinda ansy lol.

everything's kinda crazy right now. i just kind have to get through this week... finals, projects, working a lot, helping out the fam, and moving out (and then a week of spring break=working every single day)... i feel like i never get a break. but that's ok... i guess i kinda like keeping busy... I'm going to italy this summer! June 25- August 30... I'm real excited and even though i'll be in classes, i'm sure that'll at least be a break of sorts :D i'm excited.
time's moving waaay too fast.

I need to go move (my new car!) so dano can play basketball now.

again, thank you for the prayers.

Wed, 10 Oct 2007 01:29:08 GMT

http://www.bookrenter.com

fantastic idea.

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 04:38:27 GMT

( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(x) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
(x) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane
Total: 10

(x) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
(x) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x)The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 18

(x) Scream
( ) Scream 2
( ) Scream 3
( ) Scary Movie
( ) Scary Movie 2
( )Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
( ) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 19

(x) Harry Potter 1
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 25

(x) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
(x) Robots
Total so far: 32

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
(x) KING KONG
Total so far: 38

(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 46

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 51

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
(x) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
( ) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 57

( ) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Lucky Number Sleven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Curious George
Total so far: 64

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 70

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
(x) Calendar Girls
(x) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
( ) The Terminator 2
( ) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 79

(x) X-Men
(x) X-2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 90

( ) Swimfan
(x) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
(x) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old Virgin
Total so far: 93

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
(x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
(x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 99

( ) Basketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
(x) Elf
( ) Highlander
(x) Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 101

( ) The Jacket
( ) Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) Titanic
(x) Monty Python and the Holy Grail
(x) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 105

( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
( ) Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
(x) Chronicles Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
( ) Waterworld
Total so far: 107

(x) Kill Bill vol 1
(x) Kill Bill vol 2
( ) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
(x) Kingdom of Heaven
( ) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 110

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
(x) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(x) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 116

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
( ) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
( ) Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
(x) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal
Total so far: 120

Now Add them up and...

Put "I've seen ___ out of 239 films" in the subject line and repost it

In 2006, I...

[ ] stayed single
[x] got kissed
[x] kissed someone new
[x] made out
[x] made out in a car
[x] kissed in the snow
[x] kissed in the rain
[x] fell in love
[ ] fell in love with a fool
[ ] had my heart broken
[ ] broke someone else's heart
[ ] had a stalker
[x] lost a friend
[x] had a good relationship with someone
[ ] questioned my sexual orientation
[ ] came out of my closet
[ ] got pregnant
[ ] had an abortion
[ ] got married
[ ] had a divorce
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex
[x] met someone that I will never forget
[x] did something I regret
[ ] lost the guy i really loved
[x] kissed under mistletoe
[ ] got a promotion
[x] got a pay raise
[ ] changed jobs
[ ] lost my job
[ ] quit my job
[kinda] dated a co-worker
[kinda] dated my boss
[ ] dated my boss's son/daughter
[ ] got fired from my job
[x] got straight A's
[ ] failed a class
[x] cut class
[x] skipped school
[x] did something I was proud of
[x] embarrassed myself
[ ] fell in love with a teacher
[x] was involved in something that I will never forget
[x] painted a picture
[x] ran a mile
[x] listened to music I couldnt stand
[x] double dipped
[ ] skinny dipped
[x] went to a sleepover
[ ] went to camp
[x] threw a surprise party
[x] laughed till I cried
[ ] flirted shamelessly
[ ] visited a foreign country
[x] visited a foreign state
[ ] cooked a disastrous meal
[ ] lost something important to me
[x] got a gift I love
[x] realized something new about myself
[x] tried to lose weight. and lost it
[x] dyed my hair
[ ] came close to losing my life...
[ ] someone close to me died
[x] went to a wild party
[ ] got arrested
[x] read a great book
[x] saw a great movie
[ ] saw a movie so scary that it made me cry
[x] saw a favorite band live
[x] did something that I want to tell everyone
[x] experienced something new
[x] made new friends
[x] lied to your parents
[ ] snuck out.
[ ] got in trouble with police (speeding tickets don't count)
[hot tub?] kissed in a pool
[x] kissed under the stars
[ ] did an illegal drug
[x] went to a party
[x] had the time of your life
[x] danced
[ ] fell out of love
[x] had a crush on someone
[ ] changed your sexual preference
[x] swam in a pool
[ ] made a snowman
[ ] went snowboarding
[ ] went sledding
[x] held someones hand
[x] held someones hand that you care about
[x] told someone you like them as more than a friend
[x] gone on vacation
[x] gone on vacation with a friend
[ ] played strip poker
[x] danced in the rain
[ ] seen someone get in a car accident
[ ] got in a fist fight
[x] laughed until you couldn't breathe
[x] had an amazing year.
[x] missed someone
[ ] got hit by car
[ ] sent someone to the hospital
[ ] got a new pet

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 14:06:39 GMT

GO BUCKS!!!!"

Sat, 27 May 2006 05:23:38 GMT

and I'm free... free fallin

Thu, 11 May 2006 02:33:51 GMT

june 3rd around 5... be there! (you can come later... i know hallies, so far, is at like 4, so yeeah, but still.. show up!!! lol)

Fri, 17 Mar 2006 22:27:07 GMT

HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY!!!

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 02:48:24 GMT

1. Initials: SEK
2. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Rider Strong (Shawn from Boy Meets World)
3. Favorite fruit? hm maybe raspberries
4. For or against same sex marriage? I guess at least same-sex relationships are fine, personally, no lol.
5. Are you allergic to anything? no
6. Are you bi-sexual? nooo
7. Have you ever slept in someone elses clothes? lol yeah all the time
8. How many U.S states have you been to? hm... around 9.. soon to be 11!
9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in? 1
10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S? nope
11. Name something physical you like about yourself? um... my... hair?
12. Something non-physical you like about yourself? I'm just so clever... lol
13. Do you have any pets? yes! Calvin!
14. What is your dream car? 1960 red cadillac el dorado convertable
15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go? well Ireland, Italy, somewhere in South America... like Havana, um, pretty much anywhere really
16. Are you bipolar? most likely
17. What dream car do you want your husband/wife to drive? probably something new to make up for my old
18. Where would you want to go on a first date? Italy lol
19. Would you date the person who posted this before you? lol no definitely not
20. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? um, no? Houshmandzadeh played for me on my bday cause he found out I love him lol
21. Ever been kissed under fireworks? nope
22. Do you like president Bush? eh... I dunno, i don't really care
23. Have you ever bungee jumped? no but I will, i promise
24. Have you ever white water rafted? no, but I'll do that too
25. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you? lol yeah, and I didn't realize it till someone said something then i was like uh... but then it was cool, at least i think it is lol
26. Are you racist? no, i'd say not at least
27. What song are you listening to right now? Every Moment by Philmore
28. What's your favorite song at the moment? that's tough... even the losers, if i ever leave this world alive, until june, the secret, or roads... those are my all time favorites
29. What was the last movie you watched? curious george lol
30. Where was the last place you went besides your house? work
31. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property? no, i mean i've written on someones car and tped and forked people, that's all
32. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? lol yeah
33. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? sense of humor in personality, eyes and smile physically lol
34. What's your fav. body part on the opposite sex? lol eyes and smile
35. What do you usually order from Starbucks? Carmel apple cider, or a chocolate malt
36. Say something totally random about yourself? I have to pee
37. Do you have an iPod? heck no joe
38. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? I've been told I looked like lindsay lohan, which I don't, at all, people just think that all red heads are related i guess, but she's not a red head anymore so she's just not as cool lol.
39. Do you have freckles? heck no joe... just kidding, yeah i do, i won an award for it
40. Are you comfortable with your height? yeah, I could go for another inch
41. Do you love someone right now? i love everyone... lol...
42. How tall are you? barely 5'6"
43. Do you speak any language other than English? some french
44. Have you ever ridden in a limo? nope
45. Has anyone you were really close to passed away? yeah
46. Do you watch MTV? no
48. What's something that really annoys you? oh this could take awhile... when people say 'no offense', when people are annoying and do things to purposely annoy you like touch my neck (lol that sounds so weird), and well, people in general
49. hello? lol
50. Do you like Michael Jackson? Not really
51. Have you ever surfed? not for real
52. Do you know how to pump gas? lol yeah
53. Do you drive? yeah... if I only had a car
54. What's the latest you have ever stayed out? um i went to a party till 10 in the morning once
55. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? yeah... for no reason really, like just all of a sudden i had this huge fear that i was going to die
56. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? no
57. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? lol yeah
58. What's your favorite state to live in? i wouldn't know seeing as how i've been in only ohio
59. What color is your hair? red
60. What color are your eyes? blue... some say green, but they're blue
61. Do you have any special talents? I'm psycho (by that i mean psychic) lol i'm kidding, but i've had a few dreams...
62. Favorite non-alcoholic drink? ibc rootbeer, sunkistttt (lol it never dies)
63. Favorite city? that I've been to? i liked daytona and charleston... i haven't been many places though.
64. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? nope
65. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be? I mean, I am Cap'n Kline
67. Last thing you watched on TV? um... either hockey or danny phantom... lol both with dano
68. Do you wear glasses or contacts? sometimes i wear glasses, but i don't like to cause they give me a headache
69. Have you ever taken a road trip? well, with the fam. short ones all the time though not out of ohio

Post anonymous
1. One secret
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment, criticism, or insult.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to your favourite song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends
8. And a hint to who you are

http://kevan.org/johari?name=six30daylightime

wow, this entry's all about me. can you tell i'm bored?
mmm someone made cookies lol.

Sun, 05 Feb 2006 06:23:14 GMT

so i glanced down at my wrist and saw this brown star, and I was like what the...
then I remembered that i'm an idiot.
lol.

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 05:45:34 GMT

"God's voice thunders in marvelous ways; he does great things beyond our understanding." Job 37:5

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 00:03:14 GMT

--"Who took my strawberry?!... you did! You did it! You stole my strawberry!"
-"I didn't steal your strawberry."
--"Well then tell me, where did it go?"
-"You never had any strawberries."

None of us ever really did, did we? We all just need someone to yell at, we need someone to blame so we can point our crooked bruised fingers at someone else. But, in fact, we had it lost since the beginning.

ooook sorry lol, rando. I like writing completely random stuff like that. lol, if you only knew the inspiration. The smallest things, I swear lol.
It feels like friday. I'm kind of excited. I don't exactly know why, but there's so much ahead of me, and I just can't help but to be excited. Somehow even when I feel screwed out of the world, I don't know, I'm still excited for something, or a lot of things.
And I figure, I love summer... I love everything about it. But it's over. and nothing is going to take me to summer, so I figure, I might as well just be happy with what I have... so I am excited for pumpkins and apple cider and hay rides and bonfire and the chill of the day that comes with fall.
And I'm not dreading the snowfall and seeing my breath and playing in the snow and sitting by the fireplace and drinking hot cocoa and ice skating and sledding.
I guess it's not so bad really.

you know what's fascinating? Our lives... I mean, we wake up every day and walk out the door not knowing what to expect. We have no idea who we'll talk to or what obstacles we'll meet. We don't know if we'll smile and laugh today, or if we'll clutch our hearts and cry. It's all kind of an adventure, living, that is. And right now, nothing in my life is really laid out for me. I'm at the prime of my life, because not only do I not know what to expect today... but I don't know what to expect tomorrow or anywhere else in my future (other than eventually dying, that is). But it's kind of amazing, you don't know what will happen to you, or even what you will do. It's crazy how much even you can change in a day. The world-- all time, all space is focused on your life right now. Why? Because you're living. And that's all that matters. Yeah, it's focused on everyone else too... but you only know what you see. Think about it-- All of the people that you have had different amounts of impact on, the amounts are endless. So when you think back on your life, and the people who have affected you... think about how many people are thinking back on their own lives, and your face comes to their mind. It's kind of amazing, really, that as you sit here and think about different people... someone else out there may be sitting there thinking about you. There are so many people in the world. I don't know though, as I write this, I find it hard to believe, but really, we're all a little alike. We all have hindsight, and we all think maybe a little too much. So it's likely that if you're thinking about someone, or a certain experience, maybe someone else is too. It's interesting. And it's interesting how out of everything in the world... this is your life. You could be somewhere else with other people... but you're not. It's amazing that this happened. This is where I am supposed to be. This is my fate. Though this is not the end of things... just imagine, for a second, where else you could be... and how no matter how much you tell yourself you want to be there with other people... you really don't. Because you're not. As dissatisfied as you are with your life... think about it like this... you have this. No one else has this and no one else ever will. That's the way it is. In all space and all time... this, this is all you.
It's just so amazing. I could be somewhere else... but I'm not.

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 15:11:16 GMT

hm I'm actually in a really good mood right now. And what's fun to do when you're a good mood? Go on an adventure, of course. lol but really, I'm pretty sad, we never went camping... hm we should go this fall? Camping could be fun in the fall. I hate the fall... everyone says it's beutiful, but what's so pretty about dying leaves? lol but I do love the days when the weathers cloudy and rain is drizzling lightly and there's a breeze, and it's cool outside. Ah I can't wait to live in Ireland lol. So anyway-- I feel like doing something crazy-- any suggestions?

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 04:42:40 GMT

The tears ran down her face from her glowing blue eyes. They made a path down her cheeks to the corners of her mouth that split her lips in an unassuring smile. She wanted to cry more than anything, but she couldn't. She had no real reason. Finally, a bolt of laughter from something that probably wasn't really that funny shot the tears out of her system. She never had a reason to cry. She did not know why she wanted it so bad. But in the end, she felt as though a load had been lifted off her back. But the sting of the tears still spiked her face because she knew, that in the end, nothing really had been resolved. This feeling she had, it would stay longer, it did not leave with her tears. And she knew when she woke up the next morning, everything would be back to how it was. But she felt so relieved to finally cry. It had been so long since she last cried, she forgot how it felt. She wanted it so bad, but never really had a reason to let it out. At least until this night. She let out the tears that were falsly believed to have been tears of delight. In the end, though it is now decided, laughter does make one feel a lot better. Even if it is so much more than happiness, sometimes, a world of pain could be uplifted from a little chuckle.

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 04:21:37 GMT

Someone out there has bigger problems than you do. Someone out there is worse off than you.
But it's not about who has it worse. It's not about who's problems are the biggest.
It's about who can practice the most strength, courage, and humility to make it through.
It's in all of us. We all have the ability to be the better person in the worst situation.
But it takes all of that and more to be able to practice it in tough situations.
But if you can, if you can try your hardest, it's enough. That will get you through it.
And in the end, all will be well. All will be well.

Mon, 14 Mar 2005 02:31:47 GMT

I remember driving home, even from work, late in the evening this past summer, taking the long way home, that was completely out of the way, but it's what I wanted because I could just roll my windows down and sit back and relax... physically and mentally. Cool wind on my face, mellow music in the background, no other cars on the road... I love it.

But for now... I'm so excited for spring. The sunny days the warm weather the desire to be productive and do well at something-- anything. I'm excited... I just hope I don't get my hopes up

It's almost Florida time... this week is going to be soo long... it's ok... I'm going to make it... I have to make it...

I really want to go to Chicago this May with my aunt for a walk for Cure Autism Now... I feel like I reeeally want to do something for this... it's not just because I'd like to go to Chicago, I just feel almost obligated to do something to help... I really want to help somehow, I just wish there was something, and what if this was it?

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 19:54:28 GMT

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
(It's friday AND christmas eve.. amazing!)
on the twelf day of christmas my true love gave to me...
yeah, I know the rest... lol

well merry christmas everyone, anyway!!
I hope everyone has a great holiday!
Thank you Jesus!!!!

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 02:18:47 GMT

Things happen. And that's the end of it. There is no going back, there is no changing anything. They just happen and that's how it is. We don't know why or how they seem to happen the way they do, but they do. We persevere and find our consequences or rewards. That's just how it is.
"No dream is found without going through the dark"
Sometimes we stop in the dark. Sometimes we're lost. It feels like there's nothing we can do, nowhere to go from here. We reach out and call out and we think can't find anything because we don't see it. But we make it. It's ok to fall sometimes. "It's okay if you break, you'll see colors again." And that's the way it is. Maybe dreams are only meant to dreamt, maybe they're meant to be our lives. But all I know is that things happen. And that's the end of it.

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 03:13:53 GMT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 04:41:20 GMT

hehehe

ok

ONE:
-- name: Stephanie
-- birth date: Dec. 11, 1987
-- hair color: red, some blonde in it (barely)
-- height: 5'6"
-- righty or lefty: righty
-- zodiac sign: saggitarius

TWO:
-- your heritage: um mostly english, irish, german
-- the shoes you wore today: black flip-flops, then vans shoes
-- your weakness: too many things, their little things that get to me
-- your fears: being locked up forever, being alone forever, or being hanged-- or even worse, watching someone be hanged in front of me
-- your perfect pizza: hawaiian is good
-- goal you'd like to achieve: getting a life, going on an adventure

THREE:
-- your most overused phrase on aim: lol, hehe, haha, yeah, yup
-- your thoughts first waking up: ---(totally blank)---
-- your best physical feature: um...
-- your bedtime: usually around 12-1 in the summer
-- your most missed memory: being happy

FOUR:
-- pepsi or coke: um... pepsi, and diet coke
-- mcdonald's or burger king: mcdonalds probably (just cause i ate it today
-- single or group dates: well I wouldn't know that one
-- adidas or nike: both!
-- lipton iced tea or nestea: probably lipton
-- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate!
-- cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino for taste, coffee for smell

FIVE:
-- smoke: no
-- curse: no
-- sing: when I want to
-- shower everyday: yeeah
-- have a crush: did
-- do you think you've been in love: I probably wouldn't know
-- want to go to college: yes
-- like(d) high school: i like it more than middleschool by a lot wheee <--- I second what chibiusa said
-- want to get married: probably
-- believe in yourself:
--Get Mootion sickness: mootion sickness... I don't know, but motion sickness, yeah too much
-- think you're attractive: nope
-- think you're a health freak: nope
-- get along with your parent(s): yeah
-- like thunderstorms: yeah
-- play an instrument: yeah, trumpet, guitar, violin

SIX:
in the past month ...
-- drank alcohol:no
-- smoked: no... i held a cigar though lol
-- done a drug: no
-- made out: no
-- had sex: no
-- gone on a date: nope >.> <--- again second what chibiusa said
-- gone to the mall: yeah, and that was so much fun (I normally hate shopping)
-- eaten an entire box of oreos: no
-- eaten sushi: nope
-- been on stage: no
-- been dumped: nope
-- gone skating: yeah
-- made homemade cookies: yeah
-- gone skinny dipping: nope
-- dyed your hair: nope
-- stolen anything: nope

SEVEN:
ever ...
-- played a game that required removal of clothing: no
-- if so, was it mixed company: no
-- been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
-- been caught "doing something": nope
-- been called a tease: um?
-- gotten beat up: no
-- shoplifted: no
-- changed who you were to fit in: hate to admit it, but yeah

EIGHT:
-- age you hope to be married: i dunno not right after or during college... I need time alone lol
-- how many children: umm... very few... 0,1, or 2
-- describe your dream wedding: I don't know now, but just everything it needs to be. I think if it was the right person none of that would matter, and everything would be as it should.
-- how do you want to die: old
-- where you want to go to college: i'm not sure, william and mary would be nice... that is if i go into history
-- what do you want to be when you grow up: um, i'd like to be a "historian" and write articles for magizines and travel to all this big history places and work in a museam as a side job
-- what country would you most like to visit: england, ireland, scotland, italy, austria france, australia, new zealand, some african countries, some south american countries, canada

NINE:
in a girl/boy ...
-- best eye color? probably really dark or really light
-- best hair color? probably dark
-- short or long hair: not too much of either
-- height: taller than me
-- best weight: umm... i don't know
-- best articles of clothing: what?? i don't know lol
-- best first date location: somewhere crazy fun
-- best first kiss location: I dunno, when something chaotic is going on or something like that

TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegally: 0
-- # of people I could trust with my life: a lot, thanks guys
-- # of cds that I own: umm... quite a few, i'd like more though
-- # of piercings: 2
-- # of tattoos: 0
-- # of scars on my body: 4 that i can think of
-- # of things in my past that I regret: too much to count

Blindside

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 00:04:28 GMT

I absolutely love Blindside

500!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 15:53:04 GMT

GRIFFEY HIT 500!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my mouth tastes like the dentist office.

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 19:10:38 GMT

so i went places yesterday and that was fun. Today I woke up and had to go to the eye doctor and I got glasses but I don't have to wear them all the time. well id on't have them yet, butI'm getting them. yeeah.

so anyway, I want to do so mething fu n. anyone up for a free movie? actually i think i may just stay home and watch a movie. maybe i'll read that book by voltaire for ap euro. oor maybe I'll write, cause I've had this crazy good idea in my head for a story... ooooh or maybe i'll paint cause we just got a paint set... hmm.. so if anyone wants to do so mething that's somewhere between $1 and free, call me and I'd love to do something!

--Stephanie

Thu, 10 Jun 2004 15:37:42 GMT

I've decided I like summer. I don't care about anything anymore, I just like summer. It's a sense of freedom that I've lived without for so long. Although I know this summer is going to be so much different, I still love it.

and how on earth did I stay outside all day playing my heart out when it was this hot? Kids are crazy.

Maegan's house was fun. I like lotr, I just feel bad that I'm so ADDlike. But yeah, a few things we/I have to do this summer:
just hang out
go conoing
rp stuff
go get lost in the woods
go on some sort of an adventure
just hang out some more
free movies haha
ride some rollercoasters
just have fun

today I'm going to target, some restaurant, and magic mountain with my cousin, brother, mom, and aunt. I don't know how much there will be for me to do, but free stuff and free food-- good enough for me.

Oooh, and I watched don't say a word last night. Really good movie... I'll never teeell... and Sean Bean is the bad guy, it's crazy haha.

By the way, I loved the storm last night, I walked outside to get in the car and it was like a freakin monsoon... I love it haha.

that's all for now, I have to go clean some more.
Later

Wed, 26 May 2004 20:29:17 GMT

ook so I haven't updated in awhile. Let's just say I've been pretty busy lately... I have a physical tomorrow... aaa I'd rather disect a pig (which is what we're doing first period tomorrow) than get a physical. aaah.. oh well. soon enough it'll be done and over with. like everything else. For example, I was nervous for my audition... but It's done and over with now. So that's that, that's how life is.

soo yeah. I'm exempting IGA II and English... remind me to turn those papers in tomorrow!! oo geez I better not forget. I forgot today. yeeah. So not much other than that not so fun stuff is going on here, so I guess that's the extent of this entry.

I have pictures of cedar point from last saturday. Maybe I'll post them later.
bye.

steph

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infinateilusion

Thu, 13 May 2004 01:58:25 GMT

ok so i've been pretty busy lately.

ap test last week
catching up this week
concert for orch yesterday
concert for band today
concert for orch next tuesday
dress rehersal for that next monday
zero period every day this week
incars start tomorrow
incars next tuesday, thursday, and friday
also, I just got a job for movies 10
so i'm going to go fill out papers friday

it's crazy.

only 18 more days and I'm free...

freee freee falling!!
haha good song.

ok so I'm going to bed. night.